August 31, 2010

31.8.2010 ❤

today my bou buii michelle birthday``sorry late give you present..psps..=X tomorrow my birthday too..I have a feeling that my birthday will be sad and moody`` my hearts keep telling me that many unlucky things will happen..>.< I hope that its wont happen..this few week very little touch my blogiiee``sorry ya my bloggie``mwcks ❤

30.8.2010 ❤
I felt SUCKS in school! wtf*cking problem now?! you felt funny huh?! you want to try?! I wont forgive you and don't appologize to me! you making me mad today! you know that not the first time you play me! if next time wanna play just play with OTHERS people! don't play with me! Make me so MOODY! get out of my world!

EVERYONE : ❤
no matter what happen you guys must be STRONG``  don't gave up things easily``

PEOPLE THAT CAN'T PUT DOWN A PERSON : ❤
just gave a experiment to you``
if you pour a cup of  HOT  water and then you start touching it..when you burn your hand. would you leave your hand quickly from the cup?
definitely will leave your hand when it painful rite?
so just told you that anythings also can put down, you will put down when it was painful..=]

August 29, 2010

29.8.2010 ❤

really cant stand this life`` I hate it`` I wanted to leave from home``it really SUCKS! I guess tomorrow not all the student will comming for school because that tuesday was a public holiday..everyone was lazy for comming to school tomorrow``my life was really SUCKS`` Aikss``=[

August 25, 2010

25.8.2010 ❤





















really enjoy my life right now..but..........my result were really WORST ! this were the first time that I failed so many subject..TT..I quite regret that I did'nt study! I need to study from now onwards! this was my last chance to get back my normal result! argh!!! I can't even dare to see my result!


damn freaking tired about everythings`` my tears keep dropping`` I really shouldnt think about that again..it was the past..please don't let me saw you and think about you again..=[ no one can make me more happy`` those smile on my face was fake``! I hate you so much in my life!

August 17, 2010

17.8.2o1o ❤

I smile or laugh every moment but no one can see the real me in my heart..no one will understand my feeling..I hope that I can solve my problem rite now..and I also wish I could borrow someone shoulder to cry..=[

August 14, 2010

14.8.2o1o ❤

Almost one week never update my blog..x] sorry guys..because NOT the MOOD to write..=X..about few reason..I'm freaking TIRED! I don't want to study right now! damn moody!! recently I change my life and style..=] muackss``❤ LOVE IT`` new picture comming soon..x]




CHANGING MY LIFE
MEMORIES ❤ LIFE

August 8, 2010

8.8.2o1o ❤

obviously I really dont like you because that you tell lie to us..you really wont care about our ji muii..you just think of you another ''ji mui''..I feel very upset of YOU! why you treat us like that?!! sometimes you saying that you care us or anythings but you really do it?!! I never saw that you care us..在你眼中我们这8姐妹是不存在的!你有对我们好过吗? 有对我们开心吗? 在你眼中你那些那些姐妹还比我们重要吧!你有想过我们的感受吗?有事的时候来找我们,没有事的时候就不理我们..这样是姐妹吗? 每次我们约你出去的时候你有去吗?其他人约你的时候你就会去!连我们姐妹的生日你都会忘记!我真的对你很失望!请你好好的想想!我也不想讨厌你!但是你能改下吗?叫你帮我们忙的时候就在背后讲人..你以为我不知道吗?你叫我们帮你的时候我们有拒绝过你吗?有时我觉得你对我们很冷淡..有时我也替我姐妹们伤心..我不是不给你跟其他人玩或聊天..只是你能顾下我们的感受吗? 毕竟我们还是姐妹...如果我们这样对你的话你有什么感受?我只想请你好好的反醒..

7.6.2o1o ❤

suddenly I feel very sad..my heart was so pain..I'm tired, I wanna rest..no one can understand that pain in my heart..

really hurts

August 7, 2010

6.8.2o1o ❤

Aiksss!!!now I only see trough your real face!I really hate you that you were such a guy like that! I really don't want to see you again! you making me so upset and dissapointed!

can you shut up your mouth properly?!! I know you were my kai di, but can you respect us?!! we stil elder than you! you thought who are you?!! you making many people don't like you! you now change so much! you were naugthier and nauthier! I'm sick of you! DISSAPOINTED!

freaking moody with all those people!
but obviously I'm happy too, because that I get my new phone! [ second hand] x] my frenz sold to me..thx ya..x] ❤ damn nice that phone..but maybe I wanted to change again..xD haha..

all those people make me felt so freaking tired!


changing my life ❤

August 5, 2010

5.8.2o1o ❤

this is the end of our love..you just said the truth to me..if you really can't put her down why you came and find me? we should'nt start our love..it make each other more difficult to do..so I'm SINGLE from now onwards..this also my choice..I'm free again..SMILE always..=)

August 4, 2010

4.8.2o1o ❤

I totally felt sad! I know I treat you so cold..but do you know what am I thinking?  obviously I'd been whole day crazy..I'm not playing your feelings..I felt that I was very useless..I'm so sorry about that..you really don't know about me..sometimes I really had think before try to be bravier..but I need time to be brave as I could..I'd try my best to make you more happy..but I can't..I really never tried before this kind of love..at the first time I thought that single were no good for me, thought that I'm going the right way..but now I realize that not..I'm going the wrong way..I really scared I made the choice that I will regret..I'm so confuse right now..my heart was so empty now..I could'nt felt that the love were inside my heart..and I also could not felt that you loving me..why all those couple once break up will argue so much? I feel so iritated..should I go the right way or continue my wrong way? Love really makes poeple so complicated..

changing my life ❤
=]

August 3, 2010

3.8.2o1o ❤





















this were the 6 days with him..I think this was the first time that a person hold my hands..that feeling was really scary..>.<..I need times to think properly..I'm not as brave as you..please don't make me so stress..I really scare about that..I know that this few days I treat you so cold..just give me time to think..I heard my friends told me that you say you were bored to me..I was really upset that you said like that..so dissapointed..If you don't want be together with me you can tell me..I don't like the person who said somethings like that to his girlfriend..

just be strong..I don't wanted to see you guys like that..its make me so sad..I hope both of you don't always argue..and i wanted to help both of you but I can't..I don't even know how to help..so sorry..but I can support both of you...I felt tired that saw both of you argue..try not to hurt each other feelings..

hmm...school was find this few days..omg-osh! tomorrow I had a piano exam in Oriantal Crystal Hotel..I was so scare and excited..my mind just keep thinking this things..so freaking scare..>.<

please have manners and respect to each other..I hate those people that really have no manners..such as you talk to her/he kindly but she/he just go away..or just treat people invisible..so freaking hate! what those people thinking?! if you respect people, people also will respect to you rite?! just don't know what they thinking...

Orianthi was really gorgeous and she play guitar was awesome! love her songs so much..=]