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30.6.2o1o~♥

i decided to put you down..
find another person who i love..
i think very long that should i put you down..
but this was the last time that i said ''i put you down..''
my frenz ask me to put you down either..
i can live without you..
i can be happy without you..
i can smile everyday without you..
and i hope my dear friends that don't do anything rackles again..
please ♥
i'm free from you again ♥
i can do whatever i wan ♥
sweet ♥ x)

28.6.2o1o~♥

my lovely friends and ji muii~♥
i hope your all will smile always and be happy..=]
i really don't wan to see that your all were unhappy..
i will be sad if i saw your all being like that either..
just be strong~♥
i hope your all will not think about commit suicide or anythings rackles..
i really care about yours all..
and i really sad that your all wanted to commint suicide for love..
i really worry about your all..
i can't do anythings but the things i can do were cheering you guys..
sorry for that.. =(
i wanna help you guys either but..
so sorry for that.. :-(
i will be by your side when you guys wanted for help..
love you guys..♥
smile always ♥
hope that you guys won't think anythings rackles again. :-)

27.6.2o1o~♥

don't think too much..♥
just be happy and smile always..♥
hope that everyone same as i wish..♥
don't be sad and cry as me..><
be strong..♥
just think positive..♥
love my lovely friends..♥
and love you too..♥

continued 25.6.2o1o~ ♥

这是事实吗？
我应该要面对吗？
好辛苦哦。。
我真的无法再爱你了。。
我真的很难受很辛苦。。
你已经没像以前酱对我了。。
之前的事就把它当做回忆吗？
我真的不想。。
如果能再把时间调回去的话。。
我希望我不应该去认识你。。
也不应该看过你。。
你让我掉了不少眼泪了。。
但是我知道这不是你的错。。
我真的讨厌我自己为什么会爱上一个不可能爱上的人。。
谁能告诉我。。
我真的应该要放弃你吗？
但是我真的不想。。
我真的放不下你。。
我现在真的很辛苦。。
不知道下一步该怎么做。。
真的很想把你忘掉。。
我不想再烦了。。

25.6.2o1o~ ♥

i felt annoying again..
my heart broke..
i felt sad..
nobody knows my feelings now..
i think its really the time to put you down..
you can't put her down so how ?
i don't have a chance to love you anymore..
but it definitely really very difficult to put you down..
what can i do ?
we two were impossible..
but if you really be together with me..
i really wont treat you as what she did like you..
your the one who i love very much..
i'd cry again..
i hate myself for loving you..
i should not be friends with you..
i should not know you at the first time..
it being worst and worst..
i really hate myself!
die can't solve this problem..
if time can turn back..
i wish that i should not know you..
i wish that i should not seen you before..
you hurting me so much..
but i know that was not your fault..
i try to forgot you..
but i can't..
i really can't stand it anymore..
i know how to advise my friends but i never even advise myself too..
what should i do?
i'll cry everyday and night..
just think about the past..
my tears will drop out..

23.6.2o1o~ ♥

you never come to school for couple of days..
i been worry about you..
don't know why i felt that you were sad..
me too..
i'm the same as you..
why i'll love you so much?
my heart were given to you..
your the one I love and care..
i will love you till you say you don't love me anymore..
i wanna hear you said to me you love me..
this was my whishes..
the whole day that my minds were thinking about you..
hope you can feel it..
thats all i wanted to gave you..
love you so much ♥