updates new pic ♥ x)

30.6.2o1o~♥

i decided to put you down..
find another person who i love..
i think very long that should i put you down..
but this was the last time that i said ''i put you down..''
my frenz ask me to put you down either..
i can live without you..
i can be happy without you..
i can smile everyday without you..
and i hope my dear friends that don't do anything rackles again..
please ♥
i'm free from you again ♥
i can do whatever i wan ♥
sweet ♥ x)

28.6.2o1o~♥

my lovely friends and ji muii~♥
i hope your all will smile always and be happy..=]
i really don't wan to see that your all were unhappy..
i will be sad if i saw your all being like that either..
just be strong~♥
i hope your all will not think about commit suicide or anythings rackles..
i really care about yours all..
and i really sad that your all wanted to commint suicide for love..
i really worry about your all..
i can't do anythings but the things i can do were cheering you guys..
sorry for that.. =(
i wanna help you guys either but..
so sorry for that.. :-(
i will be by your side when you guys wanted for help..
love you guys..♥
smile always ♥
hope that you guys won't think anythings rackles again. :-)

27.6.2o1o~♥

don't think too much..♥
just be happy and smile always..♥
hope that everyone same as i wish..♥
don't be sad and cry as me..><
be strong..♥
just think positive..♥
love my lovely friends..♥
and love you too..♥

continued 25.6.2o1o~ ♥

这是事实吗？
我应该要面对吗？
好辛苦哦。。
我真的无法再爱你了。。
我真的很难受很辛苦。。
你已经没像以前酱对我了。。
之前的事就把它当做回忆吗？
我真的不想。。
如果能再把时间调回去的话。。
我希望我不应该去认识你。。
也不应该看过你。。
你让我掉了不少眼泪了。。
但是我知道这不是你的错。。
我真的讨厌我自己为什么会爱上一个不可能爱上的人。。
谁能告诉我。。
我真的应该要放弃你吗？
但是我真的不想。。
我真的放不下你。。
我现在真的很辛苦。。
不知道下一步该怎么做。。
真的很想把你忘掉。。
我不想再烦了。。

25.6.2o1o~ ♥

i felt annoying again..
my heart broke..
i felt sad..
nobody knows my feelings now..
i think its really the time to put you down..
you can't put her down so how ?
i don't have a chance to love you anymore..
but it definitely really very difficult to put you down..
what can i do ?
we two were impossible..
but if you really be together with me..
i really wont treat you as what she did like you..
your the one who i love very much..
i'd cry again..
i hate myself for loving you..
i should not be friends with you..
i should not know you at the first time..
it being worst and worst..
i really hate myself!
die can't solve this problem..
if time can turn back..
i wish that i should not know you..
i wish that i should not seen you before..
you hurting me so much..
but i know that was not your fault..
i try to forgot you..
but i can't..
i really can't stand it anymore..
i know how to advise my friends but i never even advise myself too..
what should i do?
i'll cry everyday and night..
just think about the past..
my tears will drop out..

23.6.2o1o~ ♥

you never come to school for couple of days..
i been worry about you..
don't know why i felt that you were sad..
me too..
i'm the same as you..
why i'll love you so much?
my heart were given to you..
your the one I love and care..
i will love you till you say you don't love me anymore..
i wanna hear you said to me you love me..
this was my whishes..
the whole day that my minds were thinking about you..
hope you can feel it..
thats all i wanted to gave you..
love you so much ♥

10.6.2o1o~♥

many things happening this few days..
it really make me felt annoying and iritated..
actually i felt unhappy whole days..
i really felt that i can't help my 'sis'..
i felt that i'm useless..
i really hope that she can be happy..
i also really wanna cry when she cry..
i'm sad because i can't help her do anythings..
i try to advise her but she still can't listen..
so sorry that i can't help her..

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

nobody can stop me for loving you..
i can't control myself for loving you..
you where the best person that i'd ever met..
last time your the one who giving me advise and encouragement..
you will chat with me when i'm sad..
your the one who came to find me first..
your the one who treat me as good as others..
but all this things have been past..
it couldn't came back..
i felt lonely than last time..
i felt that nobody will care me any more..
really wanna cry out..
nobody can lend me a shoulder to cry..
i really can't stop thinking about it..
i'd always think this things again and again..
couldn't stop..
please don't talk about this things infront of me..
thx..♥
still loving you..♥

21.6.2o1o~♥

today packed my things ready for school~♥
very excited..=D
after my lunch then went to school..
its awsome that i can saw my friends again..x)
miss my desk and miss my friends too~♥
but one thing, my exam was horrible!! D=
so shitty rite?? --.--
don't think too much.. :-)
when i saw him, i've been happy too~♥ x)
it great that i can saw him..=D
during recess I' d ate with my lovely friends..
talk many jokes too..
love that feeling~♥
came back from school, after my dinner went upstairs to do my homework..
freaking many homeworks to do..=.=
love blogging very much~♥

20.6.2o1o~♥

wee~ =D
we been crazy today..
9.30am woke up and ate my breakfast later sleep back..x)
almost 11.30am only woke up..
then prepare my things for going club house.. :-)
about 12pm, thanks for daddy fetch mui and joanne..=D
muackss~♥
went thr to drink some juice and started to go swimming.. :-)
not so like swimming with them.. D=
after swimming than went to ate our lunch at the canteen..
the food quite nice but the service was bad..=(
ate finish our lunch than we [ me and joanne] accompany mui back home..
then we walk back to club house again..
omg-osh!
the weather was freaking hot!
my skin being dark again..=(
but never mind.. :-)
most of all was send mui back..
because it was dangerous..
but we just send till a condor nearby club house then she oneself walk back..=(
if the weather was not FREAKING hot we sure will send back home..
i'm sorry ya..>.<
after we played snooker thr..
i love to play snooker~♥
but we been crazy in the room..
some of them simply play..
hahass~~
me too..=D
then we just played a while badminton and ran off to the playground..x)
chating and played thr..
they keep snatching the swing..
keep pulling us away..=.=
crazy..xD
then need go back about 6.15pm..
and thanks my dad again that fetching joanne back..=D
came back home damn tired..
my leg and hands felt uncomfortable..
no strentgh at all..
sleep too..xD
but i need to done my homework!!
shit~
i haven done finish my homework yet..
T^T
don't know what to do tomorrow..
so shitty..=.=

19.6.2o1o~♥

i felt tired today..
i went for tuition at 4pm then end at 6.45pm..
later my family and i went to time square after our dinner..
i love those shit at times square..x)
but i never buy..
because i dun dare to buy without anybody accompany me..
then walk till half a gang of boy came and ask me to be friends with them..
yucks~~ =X
i faster walk away from them..
damn scary and crazy..
and it really boring for me to walk myself..
next time need my friends to accompany me to buy shirt..=D
if with friends buy shirt..
sure will bought many shirt and some stuffs..xD
haha... :-)
came back about 10.45pm..
tired..
and i almost forgot to do my home work..
shit!
gonna start school..
but i didn't have time to do yet bacause i tmr need to go to club house with myu friends..
omg.. :-(
who can help me do my homework..??
haiz~
no one except me..=X

18.6.2o1o~♥

hmm..
yesterday night i went makhota jusco for see-ing pets..
all the pets were adorable..x)
i love it~♥ =D
i love pets but i dont take care of them..xP
i wanna buy a pet..x)
my father said that if i bought a pet for myself, the pet will die soon.. =O
cause i love to play but i don't love to take care of them... :-)
but i swear that if i use my money bought them for myself..
i will take care of it..=D
but it was impossible for me to bought them.. :-(


skip~♥


so shitty that i had argue with my mom for couple of days.. :-(
damn fking..oppss! >.<
my freedom has been take away from her!
i hate it!
why i had a mom such like that!!
don't wanna said it anymore!
and i don't want her to care my things onwards!
i'm sick of her now!

17.2o1o~ ♥

after three days gonna start school~♥
yeah~♥
i can saw my friends in school~♥
love it..♥
tmr my ji muii gonna go for shopping at the mines..x)
but obviously i cant go.. :-(
what a bad luck for me...T^T
it because of THEM!
i don't want to say about them..!
i hate THEM!
i can't wait for school reopen..♥ :-)
can gather with my ji muii..♥
at class play..♥
and chat more in class..♥♥
happy me..♥ =D
today was a damn boring day!
just stay at home playing comp and piano..
and i had to prepare my lunch for myself to eat..
just ate meggie mee for my lunch..♥
and webcam with my cousin sis..♥
my mom and cousin bro went to midvalley..
but i did not go because it was boring for me to walk alone..
so i never go..
lonely me... :-(

waiting for you~♥

now i notice that i had been single life for 5 months~♥
i really can't give up my love for you~>.<''
but obviously i know that we two were impossible to be together~
and i know you still love your gf~
i also don't want we have triangle-love either..
so hope you can have a happy time with your gf~♥
loves really makes people think negative [ex. commit suicide]
loves also make poeple sad, angry or happy..
loves really complicated for me..=)
now my mind was empty.. :-)
and i really don't have any experience about love too..=)
if anybody ask me about love, i cant answer..ps..x)
no experience on it..xD
i really love you so much~♥
can't gave up either~ x)
psps..

16.6.2o1o~♥

i been waiting for whole day..
but you did'nt come..
u never either call me or sms me that you can't come..
i been worry whole day..
if you don't want to come just tell me..
you just let me keep waiting..
haiz~~
this few day really bored..
i can't stand it!
i had lost my freedom..
i can't go anywhere from now onwards..
friends house either cant go at all..
i really don't want to stay at home..
i hate it!
shit!
i hate your all for treating me as a kids..
i'm big enough!
i can take care of myself!
i really dont like your all treat me as a kids!
i know your all dont wan me to make all those bad friends..
but i really did'nt have any of this..
they wear earing then your all say them were bad..
this really not logic!
just use your commen sense!
then i ask your all back..
your friend have smoking or have wear earing..this also bad right?!
u say my friends bad..then what are yours?!
just think logic! pls!
you know that because of your all , i had lost my freedom!
if your all try to stay at home for 1 week, just ply comp and eat..
what are your all feelings?
why i cant make friends with boy?!
how about ''you''?!
all your friends also were boy!
then don't make friends with them!!
you know how to say me how about you?!
just think yourself!
damn fking!
[ps. write bad words again]>.<''
so stay away from me!
i don't want your all to care my things from now onwards!
i'm sick of it!

what a boring day..
i can't even hang out with friends or either friends come my house..
damn hate!
i know my age now..
but at least give my friends come my house...
i gonna be CRAZY!!
grh!!!
today have ''pasar malam''..
i can't go with my friends..TT
shit..!
what can i do now?
being crazy at home?
argh!!
damn fking la wei! [ ps. write bad words >.<'']
haiz~~

14.6.2o1o~♥

why i had a mom such like that!
damn fking !!
stupid!
i hope i can die now!
i hate her!!
she never give me freedom!!
this week i really wanna die!!
i cant go out with my friends because of HER!, my friends cant come my house because of HER!, and my friends cant over night at my home becasue of HER!!
i hate!
i really don't know what to do at home!
this week i will die SOON!!!
but i don't care about HER!
i will bring my friends home while she go for works!!
i really dont want to stay at home!
i rather walk away from my house!
i hate HER!

13.6.2o1o~ ♥

yesterday night did'nt blogging because i went 1 Utama..
wanna buy something but quite expensive..
actually not really expensive only i no mood to buy..
no people accompany me walk..
obviously i wont with my family walk cuase it bored..
if my cousin sis did'nt go back..
i think i will buy many things in 1Utama..
at went back home get two call from my cousin sis and my kai jie..
talking how time till 1.30am..
hahass~~
many things to talk..xD
today i keep my room..
it super MESSY!!
i would'nt think about that hw messy it is..
i rather go school or hang out with friends also don't wanna staying home..
hate it!!
thought that maybe evening wanna exercise with my friends..
but don't know my mom let or not..
haiz~~
i'm gonna be crazy!!@.@

11.6.2o1o~ ♥

many things happen this few days...included happy, sad, annoying and angry..dont think too much..

think positive..=]..my cousin sis gonna back tomorrow..so sad=(..
skip~♥
my friends came my house today...
we all became psycho..
looks crazy in my room..
so fun..
we'd played pillow fighting..
later get scold[=.=]
KI XIAO!
haiz~~
lazy to write...
thx for viewing my blog...
muacks~~♥

 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 

see wat they doing..xD

two funny guy playing ps..=P

the only pic that momo laugh...hahass~~x)

funny us..like crazy people...

hahass..what they doing here?? ...xP

that all.. :-)

10.6.2o1o~ ♥

its a bored day today...

i hate it...

can't even go out without a car...[=.=]

just stay at home play comp...

my room and my sis room were so messy when my aunt and cousin come my house..

super messy..

i bought a bag at pasar malam..

i love it!!

just rm25...

awsome~

i wanna freedom!!

i wanna hang out with friends..

i wish i could go out with friends without asking my mom and dad...

i can do anything that i wanted to do..

i can buy things without asking permission..

i just wanna this will happen in my life!!

but it is impossible!!

argh!!!

damn it!

obviously i wish tomorrow can go my friends house...

hope so..

pls..

thats all i wanna say..

thx for viewing my blog~♥

                                                                                                                             

my new pic~♥

its awsome today..
but feel quite bad at pasar malam...
me, muii, my cousin sis, and the three boys walk only..
momo feel moody when we walk togather...
haiz~~
felt angry too!!
my mom and dad dont let us stay at pasar malam till 9.++pm
damn hate!
just walk a while only...
buy a bag...
yeah~
love it so much..^3^
hahass~~
came back felt tired..

Went shopping with friends~7.6.2o1o~♥

with my cousin sis take photo before going out~

at makhota old town drink some juice~

and take some photo..

take with muii~^^[still gt many]

OMG!

this dog look adorable..

i love it!!

we take at the pet shop..^^

i had a great time ...

love it!!

so happy!xD

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my ''family'' and ji muii~~
FAMILY~♥
1. kai muii::
    elaine~♥  pei yee~♥
2. kai jie::
    yenn~♥  joanne~♥  joey~♥  michelle~♥
3. kai gor::
    momo~✖  jiun jye~✖ ricky chiew~✖
4. kai dii::
    vincent tan~✖
 JIMUII~♥
1. zi yii~♥
2. teng~♥
3. pinka muii~♥
4. yean ling~♥
5. jia min~♥
6. kah huei~♥
SHAPO JIMUII~♥ xD
1. stepahnie wong~♥

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4.6.2o1o~♥

我为什么每天躲在房间里哭呢？是因为我放不下你吗？还是...
谢谢你以前给我一个很好的回忆~ 谢谢你以前关心我~我以前真的真的很开心...
但是现在你已经没有像以前这样关心我了...反而对我很冷很冷了..
每次我们看见对方时都会擦肩而过...有时真的会有一点后悔当初有一次我对你那么的冷淡..
对不起...我真的不想的...现在我的心真的很痛...我第一次感受到这种痛苦...真的很怕，累，还有烦... 但我也了解...我真的能忘了你吗？哭能决绝问题吗？很辛苦...

原来爱情不是那么的简单，有时我朋友也会说我为什么我会傻傻的爱上你呢？
其实我也不知道。我不想再等待了，原来爱不是那么的容易。很累，很烦。。。
我也不想再拍拖了，真的要选择单身吗？ 虽然我不想单身， 但是我为了这些事弄得我很辛苦。
有时想哭但是哭不出来。藏在心理很辛苦很辛苦。虽然我明白你的苦衷，但是我真的会。。。
我不再等待了，也不想拍拖了。。。对不起。。。真的很烦。。。

1.6.2o1o~♥

i wanna hang out with my friends la..
but my mom and dad were so strict..
i hate it!!
i don't like staying home watching tv or play comp..
everywhere also cannot go..
I WANNA FREEDOM!!
i grow up!
i'm big enough!
i'm not a little child now!
i rather hang out with my freind also don't want staying home!
obviously i don't like people saying my friends!!
i hate it!!
i'm sick of it!!
i'm angry now!!